Dec
04

ive had enough,
enough of your shits
enough of you hypocrites.

some people thinks its cool when someone in their clique
hate someone in another clique
and they join in the Hate her-because-my-friend-hates-her-too Club
and then out of the blue they became so mega obsessed with her
they are forever analyzing what she is wearing
how she is acting
what she just said
like they are trying to prove something hateful about her.

and by some people, i mean you people
who doesnt matter an inch in my awesome life
who pretends to be nice in front of me
after spreading porkies behind my back
who judge me when you are nowhere near perfect
and if you ask me, i have a mega long list of your imperfections
but i choose not to lay it all out
because i am not as pathetic as you
who thinks its cool to hate someone your close friend hates
because i am not as contradicting as you
who doesnt like to be judged but judges people
who tries to prove something hateful about me
when they dont know me well enough to hate me.

but hey, havent you heard?
we are all living in a world of racial harmony
and there is such a term called multilingualism
so hold up before you think you can use
your language as an advantage over me.

its selfish
childish
pathetic
full of bull
disgusts me.

; just when i thought i was done and over with all this piece of shit.

Dec
02

more on this some other time.

Nov
30

sometimes, life’s filled with many ups and downs,
just like the rollercoaster ride(though ive never been on one)
sometimes you are up there, soaring up high,
sometimes you are down there, trying to reach out for the sky.

sometimes, it’s cool to just go with the flow,
just like the river flowing to its bank
sometimes, words that come out are just not taken note of
too insignificant, too inferior, too whateveryoucanthinkof
sometimes its okay to be reticent,
cuz you know what they say,
some things are better left unsaid.

sometimes, or rather too many times
we say “Life is unfair”
but sometimes if we should look, just look
on the brighter side of life
and be thankful of what we have,
Life could mean something else
something way meaningful to us
something to live to the fullest
something that meant something.